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... the more they hurt, the stronger I must learn to be. Gonna turn into this colorful Butterfly, Gonna find MySelf ... do NOT consumn poison, DO not consumn ME.

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My heart finally admits ... it's a great thing.

You just walked away from me. You didn't say anything and just walked away... 
 
Telling me everything's over now, you say you can't help, but maybe I could do something. Something was not going on, but you didn't tell ... because I'm not enough grown for you. And I admit, I wasn't ... I'm.. so angry to myself.
 
Well we tried 2 times, I thought we were made to be together and that it just needed some more time. Anyway, there's no rainbow without rain and thunder before, and no pain, no gain. But it seems that in fact, I was just too stubborn. Thinking that believing in it and in me (I forgot you) was the best thing to do. But it wasn't perseverance, but forcing ... . 
 
I didn't know what was right and what was wrong, everything was so misleading. Now I realise, all this was because I didn't want to admit, that I was already OUT. 


My heart finally admits ... it's a great thing.
 
 
I should have let you go, and should not have believed in this false happy world.
 
Don't know if I should be grateful to you, for making me grown up, or if I should hate you, for hurting me that much. Maybe should I just stay quite, looking far ahead, and pretend to be cool, as cool as you do. 
 
It was toiling me. But... tastes like black chocolate. Somewhere in my soul, it was quite sweet, sweet enough to make me dependant on him. We are not made to be together, at last ... far away through the fog, I perceive my mind coming back to me. I lost something for sure, but maybe ... it's not that bad. And who knows .. one day in the future, maybe we'll meet again. But before reaching my dream with the tip of my fingers, I think that.. I'd better be alone. No more influence, no more dependance. My mind has to stay clear, it must not fall into any drugs, any poisons. Cuz I know, I'm not strong enough to support it.

Just hate feeling completely lost.. Big girl has to be a big girl, I want to grow up, but I'm so lazy to force myself making it. La ~ lalalalala ~
 
 
 

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#Posté le vendredi 05 août 2011 10:28

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Don't have the strenght to cry, if it breaks, I'll keep moving on.

Ton corps est si proche, mais je te sens si loin ...
 
Non c'est pas moi qui m'éloigne, je suis même sûre, que c'est toi.
 
...mais pourquoi ?
 
 
Don't have the strenght to cry, if it breaks, I'll keep moving on.
 
I won't cry this time
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#Posté le lundi 06 juin 2011 04:09

INDIVIDUALISM VS NAIVENESS ...girldy ..

INDIVIDUALISM VS NAIVENESS ...girldy ..Individualism... I must be as selfish as you, but dream for comrades in arms.
Naiveness, everytime you make me lose confidence in you, I ponder on my stupidity... and I cry :

"why am I that stupid, how could I believe in you... I am too naive to think that you would be my friend, that you would always be there for me ! I shouldn't have trusted in you... my only friend in this world is myself and no one else, you're just a superficial friend, you have your own troubles your own problems your own life your own happiness .... I was too stupid to have choosen to believe on you ... I am just nothing for you in front of yourself and your own interests. I must stop this stupid feeling ....... Too kind or too dependant ? Too naive or too much confidence in the others ? Whatever, it's tiring me, I'm exhausted, I hate being hurt that way, I hate to have my trustworthy betrayed. I've chosen to believe in you, but at the end I feel myself played like a toy.. I must stop believing in the others ...... no one's better than myself for me."

Indeed ... 'stupid'. A naive child who doesn't want to grow up, that's how I am. Afraid of wounds, thinking that this is just wasting time, but all this is just not right.
I know, that always accusing the others of our suffering is just finding excuses to justify our laziness, and remain loser. But it wasn't enough yet : No pain, no gain, I finally understand.

Even though I'm still afraid of those complicated thinking complicated feelings .. -deception unfairness sadness emptiness- but I promised myself to learn to grow up...
I want to grow up, because I know that being born in this world, my life should have been created for something. Something important... and I want to protect, protect something important that I still don't know what exactly...

Feeling dizzy, I'm losing breath. Maybe he or she wasn't the right person, maybe I was just too childish, maybe ... I was or you were just a passenger in this life, I mustn't hold you up, I must let you go ....... Too sentimental I am, can I keep you ? Can I remain weak ? Can I persist in thinking that you are still thinking of me so I can keep thinking about what you're feeling .. ? .... so hard ... don't know what is right to do, and I'm not asking you anything because, I'm afraid of your answers. Coward ... I've always wished to be cool....still learning how to grow up. I start understand things little by  little. I seem to begin to know what's life and not what's society. I don't know if I'll pull through. I don't know what is real kindness, nor a real human. But I know, that I'm doing my best for Life, come what may, because, I love myself, and those who I love too.. even if it's not mutual... (I'm ugly like this ... where's the Worth in all this ?)

Is human's nature ugly or beautiful ? I just know, that the artist is this third face of humanity ... and I AM an Artist, and I want to become this. Star ... is not my dream, but my reason for living.


--- by Girldy, 20december2010 ...02:27am, before sleeping, pondering on my concern while watching Bleach. Anxious of how my life will be, dark or light, black and white... want to become the one I'd like to be. Victory, may I have your hug please ? ... no, shouldn't please, but fight for it, because in order to having something like this, I first should prove that I'm worth it, I deserve my dreams.
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#Posté le dimanche 19 décembre 2010 17:39

GiVe a brEaK ...

Why am I always the only one who gets hurt ?
Those who hurt me, those who didn't hurt me...
live their lifes, go their ways.
The world continues turning on itself, Life Goes On,
... except mine.

I'm the only one who cries
while beside me, everybody laughs.
Maybe I don't belong to this human race, maybe I should go ...

What should I think? What should I do?
Unable to go back to the one I used to be before you,
because she was only an illusion, or a shelter,
she existed to protect me from violences.
Now that I must be strong instead of being a simple poison,
I have to find another mask... but which should I choose ?
Which will be a good one allowing me to continue existing ?
Where should I go ? How should I express it ?

Now that I can't be as natural as when we were together,
hand in hand, shoulders at one same line,
ready to run until when we reach our dreams...
Now that I've lost your heat that relieved me everytime I bacame anxious ...
I am lost in this complicated cerebral system. Can somebody kills this stupid love virus in my mind ?!
Now that in my eyes it looks doom and empty, every second I'm scared of how would my tomorrows be.

Besides, there are still many problems I have to solve.
I thought you would be by my side everytime I'm going to fall but ...
you seem to have found your sky within one night after we have decided to take a break...
Too hard, this is just too hard for me to keep my legs stood, keep going on, I'm not even in mood to choose my mask...

If everybody lives as life goes on, then can you also give me a break, let me get a rest?
If it continues, I'll end up breaking down... It's too hard to keep the show going on or even to start another one.
You are too hard...
You know, my soul is sleeping reluctantly, so Time, please give me a break, so Life, please give me a break, please ... let me be less anxious, let things be easier to experience, keep problems calmer... let me take a break too, me face to face with my soul, face to face with my ego, face to face with my life.


I wonder if he will read this text... nop I don't think he will. For too many reasons, I don't think he will... . Only Girldy knows what she's thinking, what's she feeling, hmpf ... at least at this point, you haven't changed, just like before, like before ... .


- by XgirldyX
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#Posté le samedi 17 juillet 2010 10:36

RECHERCHE RECHERCHE ! U R WANTED

PARTEZ EN AVENTURE~ !? XD

Je recherche beaucoup de photographes (pour photos de mode), modèles [et stylistes] (H et F, tous styles), jeunes créateurs (pour collaboration) et couturiers, et tout ça amateurs, professionnels ou débutants, pour un projet de mode dans un cadre associatif. Tu es vraiment le bienvenue, tente ta chance, et offre-nous la nôtre aussi <3 !

C'est un projet concret que la filière de mode (nommé Niriushen' qui veut dire les élèves du Contre-Courant, qui est toute nouvelle, c'est pour ça que ce projet est important pour la filière~ Et c'est moi qui la gère) de l'association MUGENJI réalisera, soit pour la fin de cette année, soit le début de l'année prochaine. Ce qui veut dire qu'on aura du temps pour avancer petit à petit et pour se connaître, on est cool quoi ~ XD !

Pour ceux qui sont intéressés, envoyez moi un MP pour plus de détails et info.

Voilà et merci beaucoup ^^
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#Posté le mercredi 17 mars 2010 11:27

Modifié le mercredi 17 mars 2010 11:50

WHEN ... WILL BE AGAIN ?

When will I dance again
When will I sing again
When will I draw again
When will I design again ...

Since when have my english become so bad ...
Since when have I been so broken, no balance
Since when have I been lost in all I want to and I must do
Since when have myself been lost in this society ... in Time, in Life?

I'd like to buy the world
I'd like to work as a...
superwoman, supergirl, superartist, and become super-rich, super-famous...


Thinking ... will I have this kind of luck?
Will I have the place I've always been wishing to get?
He told me not to think too much while there's no necessity,
He told me not to dream only while it's action that I need.

But what should I do? I'm still Lost.
And anger! eager! I hate this part of me.
There are hopes on me,
There are eyes on me... I can't fail, can't lose, can't break down
But I do.


Hmm ... my broken english ... as a paper-teared book.
What means fame? If it's to become tyrant...
What means wealth? If it's to make only unfairness...
... no the question of what life is, won't be asked ...
Cuz there's no need to put myself into melancholy on addition of labyrinth.


Should I walk with eyes blinded then?
Should I still be wondering what to do maybe?
Should I better follow advices leading me to my selfdestruction?
Or should I ... do nothing at all? .. No, the last solution is not one of the right one. So obvious.

Damn ~ what to do? how to do?
My ways are blocked.
No one's here to give me a hand... though my loves love, love is not enough to fight against the world.
Young here means poverty, sadness, no future, death ... But why? Young is life, the future!
It's a complicated society ... I don't understand you. And you can't imagine how many times I'd like to say it in front of you, to you : Oh fuck you !


But still you are old, you must be respected.
Eventhough I don't want to... cuz I want my future, & the world must change.
The future is in our hands. Yes the majority of this country's future, or more than that now, of this world, is in your HANDS! Youth!
If your future life = not rubbish, than fight for yourself !

And finally, I'm still confused... (sigh)
Diploma is just a paper meaning nothing at all... . But the society only takes a look on it instead of you.
It's a sad reality, but everybody is ok with that. Oh Shit ! YOU ARE OK, but NOT ME !!
All this just makes me SicK !

So, diploma or not? (what am I afraid of? Why don't I trust in myself?)
So, enough time to do all you have to do or not? (oh come on! I need to sleep! I'm not a robot!)
So, passion or not? (of course YES! I'm not here to praise that old shit system! I am Young ! I work for me and those who will follow behind me! I have also responsabilities, and I'm not going to do something I don't like, and do it naturally badly! So just let me do what I CAN DO!)
So, decision or not? ( ... not yet. Not enough sure to tell, if I'll be able to handle my future or not...)


And that's your problem.
[why so worry? why so scared? letting 'em prevent you from going on, rather than believe in your abilities? Fucking doubts! Where is myself?!]

- by GIRLDY

PHOTO by Raphael
RETOUCHEE by Girldy
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#Posté le mardi 15 décembre 2009 16:09

Modifié le mardi 15 décembre 2009 16:45

- SUUPA KOKUJIN - manga français hiphop & JaPan AddiCt !

XD ~ SUUPA KOKUJIN ~ <3 C'est un manga auquel j'ai (GIRLDY) participé en tant qu'assistante, et pour lequel j'ai dû m'enfermer à la maison afin de tout terminer à temps avec notre cher mangaka YNHO qui fait son premier pas dans le monde professionnel des mangaka !!! ~

Ambiance HIPHOP et (pas Rn'B comme sur Skyrock XD MAIS!) Japan-addict !!! Quand les lolitas et autres décident de suivre un rappeur pour créer un monde meilleur, ... ben, il faut le lire ~ - o -
Bref~ Espérons que le concept du manga vous plaira ! Nous - moi Ynho et une autre assistante (CAT) allons nous améliorer pour que le tome 2 soit presque parfait graphiquement et scénaristiquement (ça se dit?? - _ -) RIEN QUE POUR VOUS ! Alors, ... donnez-nous une chance svp ~ ... (courbette) [ - Eh mais Girldy, on te demande pas d'attirer la pitié des lecteurs !!! - ... mais euh ~ Pourquoi j'ai pas droit pour faire ce que je veux nya~ T o T ]

YEAH !!! Faites place à notre premier manga cute et gAngsta-sTyle !! ET !! => lisez de droit à gauche, parce que c'est le sens de lecture des Jap qu'on a dû adopter (et ne me demandez pas pourquoi, c'est avec le mangaka qu'il faut régelr ço T v T )....


A BIENTÔT # ^w^ --- Girldy




SUUPA KOKUJIN - sorti le 28 novembre 2009 dans les librairies et .. autres XD ! Bref, ENJOY~ !
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